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| ok im freaking bored! what did i do today...??hummm...i woke up...went
on the computer still on on it...vacuumed the whole house, i was asked
to do the laundry...i feel like cinderella stuck up here in my little
hut house..its such a beautiful day today...my brother's coming home
from his trip...
now im sitting here thinking and talking to myself and asking myself
"hmmmm...what should i do today....?" well the day is alomost
over...and i still havent done anything productive...BAH! im sad...i
wanted to go rollerblading but i didnt want to go by myself...BAH! fine
whatever...this sucks...but hey at least i updated my xanga...hehehehe
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| MUAHAHAHA!!! IM BAAACK!
hey its been a loong time..and what else is there to do when your out
of school and have free time like this....??? yup...after how long im
finally going to make the effort in filling you guys in with all the
info about me and whats been going on in my life...! and have you guys
all up in my business once again...hehehahahoho...but ya...as of right
now im sitting in my pjs trying to fugure out what the heck to do! its
friday morning and people are either at school or at work...and im here
stuck at home once again doing ABSOLUTLY NOTHING! but maybe pick my
nose once in a while...blah...everything right now is going pretty well
in my life...besides the fact that i sometimes feel out of it with
everyone though...hard to explain...i actually have a confession to
make to you guys...i havent been really honest with all of you...and
i'll be starigh up with everyone...i feel that i've lost everything
with you guys...honestly i thinks its because of the change of
churches...i personaly think its stupid.not saying we dont have a
friendship...but i feel like things have kindda ended with us because
of that change, and that it would be stupid if we "ended" our
friendship for how long because of this.why does it feel like everyones
drifting from each other? why does it feel like we're in compitition
with each other? i dont understand?! 
yesi know that we haven't been around each other enough to know what's
going on in each others personal lives and i understand that
clearly...but why drop that friendship? we all grew up together are we
honeslty going to let all out memories that we shared together go?? i
thought that when..lets just say ya...someones moves...that it would
bring us CLOSER together and that we'd want to spend time with each
other not less time and not care cause that person is gone...wouldnt it
make more since that way? everything just doesnt really feel the way
things were before..i duno thats the way i feel..thats whats been
bothering me all this time in my life...i care too much about our
friendship...growing up and having all those memories mean a lot to
me...yes even though i left...it doesnt mean my friendship and memories
and everything else that i had with all of you left too...maybe
everyone is just too busy with everything thats going on around them to
even notice or care about something as important as this to even think
about..................................................................................................................
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| OH MY GOSH! i havent touched this think in like the longest time..look LOOK at the last time i wrote in this thing....ahahahha TOO long! but yea anyways.. i just want to thank EVERYONE that still remembered my birthday..and especially for remembering me! I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS!!! i feel so lonely sometimes..seriosuly! come visit me!!
well anyways...everythings been going well so far i have no complaints...well at least theres nothing thats going on that i cannot handle...why cause God is always by myside! i just love it! but yea...i think this is it for now...lets just wait and see if i have other interesting things to say later on...peace out! | | |
| went to WONDERLAND yesterday....FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!! light house youth are the C.O.O.L.est people to be with...we had so much fun even though we ALL got wet...stupid cliffhanger...hahahha i didnt even want to get that wet we all thought that being in the from was the worst so we wanted to go to the back but we couldnt cause we were at the front of the line so anyways...i started walking to the font seats and then i noticed that no one was following me...those jerks bailed out on me and went to the BACK!! grrrrrrr... BUT!! once the ride started...it was the peiple at the back that soaked the most...HAHAAHAHA SUKKAHS!!! thats what you all get for ditching me!! GOD punished you!!!! shahahahaanyways...yesterday was really fun im glad that i went with you guys....i cant wait til we go again....SEASONS PASS BABY!!....latahs | | |
| HAHAHA...ahhhh..i havent gone on this in a while..m-eh..anyways...im home and im bored...the toilet is my new bestfriend guys....we're getting along pretty well....:) anyways...i thinki found my shoes...
isnt it lovely..?! i love it...buuuuuuuuuut...they're $229....BAH! i wish....maybe i can save up....hahaha...anyways..i gotta go bathroom one more time before i go to the doctors to see what this ameba is doing to me...see you..... | | |
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